Why you have to go away Why you gotta leave me Why you wanna treat me like The plague or a disease we Been through death an Pain withstood the rain Now you went and washed it all Down the drain just the same Fuck it I'm lost In a void paranoia soon destroys Hopes to insecurity's I can't avoid Everyday my psychosis grows beyond my control Til it's dragging me kicking an screaming In a hole tears at my soul Evil thoughts breed think somebody Out to murder me take me out 380 type a surgery I'm been sinking further into darkness Forever heartless how I'm living Please lord forgive my misgivings For misfortunes of my enemies Now they sending me demons In the shadows it's a never ending battle An the losses stack and increase With each defeat it takes another part of me I know Soon they'll hit an artery Please guide me thru this Hell of a life Been trapped in darkness Still searching for the light Kept at bay like a stray in the alleyway I don't know how much more I can take Til the demons tear me away Please guide me thru this Hell of a life Been trapped in darkness Still searching for the light Kept at bay like a stray in the alleyway I don't know how much more I can take Til the demons tear me away My world is turned No one concerned No one concerned My world is turned I'm so far lost No one is listening If they are I must've missed it Maybe I am truly lost Maybe never paid the cost Maybe you are just like me Blind to the light we'll never see Been gone so long Part of me is still missing Part of me is still wishing That I could only listen to reason To Reason to reason My mood is ever changing like the seasons Been gone so long Part of me is still missing Part of me is still wishing That I could only listen to reason To Reason to reason My mood is ever changing like the seasons Please guide me thru this Hell of a life Been trapped in darkness Still searching for the light Kept at bay like a stray in the alleyway I don't know how much more I can take Til the demons tear me away Please guide me thru this Hell of a life Been trapped in darkness Still searching for the light Kept at bay like a stray in the alleyway I don't know how much more I can take Til the demons tear me away Please guide me thru this Hell of a life Been trapped in darkness Still searching for the light Kept at bay like a stray in the alleyway I don't know how much more I can take Til the demons tear me away Please guide me thru this Hell of a life Been trapped in darkness Still searching for the light Kept at bay like a stray in the alleyway I don't know how much more I can take Til the demons tear me away