You just turned so white Never needed you so bad There's nothing left to disguise You never wanted it so bad You don't need your soul They'll keep you high I keep chasing your ghost But it all keeps us comin' back for a little while You don't look so good But you smell like you would You don't seem so proud In the cries and thunder And now the ones you beg They won't kiss it away I just need your hand When it all keeps comin' down for a little while Yeah I called my friend the doctor Just to keep your heart alive He said I ain't too good at healing But I'll make you stand I need just one more line I need you to stand And it all keeps comin' out into the light You never seemed so cruel It's just a question of time We used a war machine Now it burns out your spine You don't prove your worth You just make it obscene Yeah it ain't no crime to blow your mind If it feels to you like a never ending dream