Sucker myself into believing that I'm doing the right thing I think of your face and I pretend that I'm not alone I'm lining up all the love and the trust and the good things, But there's a hole in my heart where I once kept a piece of home What if one of yours turned a color You didn't mean for it to be And what if one of yours became another Would you hear it say: Let me go This isn't what I wanted. I can't be here anymore Let me go This isn't what I needed. I can't exist here anymore I've been thinking about my money and how I gave it all away I've been thinking about the people and how I should have never let them stay I've been thinking about how I always have to write just one more song Well you know me, and that I'll never change But I meant it well all along, and I was wrong What if one of yours turned a color You didn't mean for it to be And what if one of yours became another Would you hear it say: Let me go This isn't what I wanted. I can't be here anymore Let me go This isn't what I needed. I can't exist here anymore Replace the silence with deafening sound Send away the people, I want no one around This is my greatest mistake And I will not be denied I'm crawling my way to the surface outside What if one of yours turned a color You didn't mean for it to be And what if one of yours became another Would you hear it say: Let me go This isn't what I wanted. I can't be here anymore Let me go This isn't what I needed. I can't exist here anymore