How am I supposed to feel? you strike at my achilles heel with everything that's wrong I can't make right if I wait another hundred years the whispers set against the tears I'm never gonna be that shining knight I find it hard to be down in this hole now I find myself walking down a hard road if I can't say it - if I can't say goodbye if I can't say it - if I can't say goodbye I know you never will now I'm waiting for that setting sun to burn me down the day I'm done and spread my ashes out along the beach but I find these days are pretty long this war with you goes on and on and I love you as I'm lying through my teeth I find it hard to be up on this wall now I find myself trying to make a hard call if I can't say it - if I can't say goodbye if I can't say it - if I can't say goodbye I know you never will and twenty years of hell will rain down upon us like frogs upon the pharaohs I have to say goodbye. I have to say goodbye goodbye