Watch yourself Some things are now or never I think I'm finding out I think I'm learning lessons I think I waste a lot I think I learned a lot Every time I think I learned my lesson, I think I'm wrong Watch yourself Some things are now or never I think I'm finding out I think I'm learning lessons I think I waste a lot Think I learned a lot Every time I think I learned my lesson, I think I'm wrong Glowing in the sunset Holding hands with an unknown source Like a specter Like an angel The light wet spring air is fresh and cold And the days behind all look the same Wounded animal freaking out on tape Get so annoyed when people say "The more things change More they stay the same" Another year goes by, I'm still afraid Five years and a half-year since the day Mailed all my things and caught a plane Got a band out there, maybe things will change Six years since California days Seven years and a half-year since I made Such a stupid obvious mistake Wherever you are now, I hope you're okay Falling apart Circling around Crying for help Can't make a sound I think we're safe for the moment I think I need to hold your hand Glowing in the sunset Holding hands with an unknown source Like a specter Like an angel The light wet spring air is fresh and cold And the years behind all look the same Wounded animal freaking out on stage Get so depressed when people say "The more things change More they stay the same" Falling apart Circling around Crying for help Can't make a sound I think we're safe for the moment I think I need to hold your hand Nine years since I got a new name Swore that I'd never be the same But I'm still running to this day Dreaming of killing yesterday Every time I look up at the sky Still looks the same as in my mind Dumb kid trying to be somebody else When will she learn there's nothing else