Could I belong here?
Could I learn how to be strong here?
Could I be somebody
Anyone but me?
It's like I'm always waiting
For everyone to find out that I'm faking what I've got
But
But
It's what I got
It's what I got
I got a little bit left
And it's sketchy
I'm scared that it's left me
Every day
Every day it hits me
So grateful that you fuck with me
It's not sexy unfortunately
But I can be that
Maybe I can be a better version of me that makes more sense
Because of myself I start to lose myself
Because I needed to get away from myself
Because of myself I start to lose myself
And no one was there to take me home
But I didn't know
Emerge from a state of silence
But I didn't know
I thought of you
Emerge from a state of silence
She has no soul
You'd never know, it's all the same
She has no heart
Just a G-Shock watch inside that metal frame
And she doesn't know
She can't see the human glinting in their eyes
And she doesn't know
She doesn't need to know what's real
She's barely alive
And what I have inside
Doesn't ever feel right
Reconfigure pieces til I cannot recognize it
Looking up at the sky
Way too familiar and too bright
Maybe I won't have to be someone new
If I can mean something to you
Because of myself, I had to give up myself
I had to give up part of myself
Because of myself, I thought I didn't need it
I thought I couldn't be it
But I didn't know
Emerge from a state of silence
But I didn't know
I thought of you
Emerge from a state of silence
But I didn't know
Shh
