If it's over again

If it's over again
You said
This time

If it's over again

If it's over again
You said
This time

Came here knowing that it wouldn't be easy
I know you said it wouldn't be anything like that
I wouldn't want it easy anyway
Everything's in play
Everything you say like that

All I'd do if you'd known
If you'd seen right thru me the whole time
I could still do what I can

But it's not forever
Only lasts til the end
If it's not forever
Do it again

I feel like a weapon out of control every day
Fight the conditioning, blank stare, nothing to say
Try my best but it all gets mangled
On the way to my brain
It's taking over again

I can't pity the body for what it destroys

The memory of us against the world
Nobody else could touch us back then

I can't remember how it could hurt me so bad
It's all I felt back then

Feel it
Get it
Run around the block with it

Feel it
Get it
Run around the block with it

Feel it
Get it
Run around the block with it

Feel it
Get it
Run around the block with it

Run around the block with it

I feel like a weapon out of control every day
Fight the conditioning, blank stare, nothing to say
Try my best but it all gets mangled
On the way to my brain
It's taking over again

I don't pity the body
For what?
It destroys

The memory of us against the world
Nobody else could touch us back then