If it's over again If it's over again You said This time If it's over again If it's over again You said This time Came here knowing that it wouldn't be easy I know you said it wouldn't be anything like that I wouldn't want it easy anyway Everything's in play Everything you say like that All I'd do if you'd known If you'd seen right thru me the whole time I could still do what I can But it's not forever Only lasts til the end If it's not forever Do it again I feel like a weapon out of control every day Fight the conditioning, blank stare, nothing to say Try my best but it all gets mangled On the way to my brain It's taking over again I can't pity the body for what it destroys The memory of us against the world Nobody else could touch us back then I can't remember how it could hurt me so bad It's all I felt back then Feel it Get it Run around the block with it Feel it Get it Run around the block with it Feel it Get it Run around the block with it Feel it Get it Run around the block with it Run around the block with it I feel like a weapon out of control every day Fight the conditioning, blank stare, nothing to say Try my best but it all gets mangled On the way to my brain It's taking over again I don't pity the body For what? It destroys The memory of us against the world Nobody else could touch us back then