Aaaaaaa fuck
It's always wrong to be touched
Cuz they'll see you want it too much
Just pull away in disgust
Now that they know they can do so much better than
Big boring overflowing my cup
And I'll never give me enough
Acting jealouser than a god
I could probably cause more problems
Float down into halls we once walked
No more starting fights at the mall
Let em just wash us out with the flood
I don't know, it could probably take the edge off
Different problem
It's not what you said but I heard
It's about the feelings, not words
It's about the real my real the real
That couldn't be good enough
Fuck the real ones
Fuck true love
Fuck being powerful, I don't care
What could I dream of that is not made up
Fuck this stupid world
I am scared enough that I'm not afraid at all
Devi:
Don't forgive the world
Nail it down
Wash yourself
Turn it inside out
I try- I try to hold these hearts alight
But I'm still sponging up the damage of the weeping eye of
Christ will cast me down
Then my pride will puke me out
I like to think it's nice enough
Then keep it to yourself
Ants start circling around
Doves will fly above my house
Visions climb the stairs loud enough
Start to get my system wound
Fuck the real ones
Fuck true love
Fuck being powerful, I don't care
I don't fucking care
I've been running all of my life
And I'm sick of everywhere
I just want to stare
Hollow
Empty
Finally free
God I wish I was someone, but I'm just irreparably me
I'm afraid of the concept of peace
I want to believe but I don't want anyone to believe in me
