Darling stop confusing me 
With your wishful thinking 
Hopeful embraces 
Don't you understand? 
I have to go through this 
I belong to here where 
No-one cares and no-one loves 
No light no air to live in 
A place called hate 
The city of fear 
I play dead 
It stops the hurting 
I play dead 
And the hurting stops 
It's sometimes just like sleeping 
Curling up inside my private tortures 
I nestle into pain 
Hug suffering 
caress every ache 
I play dead, 
It stops the hurting