Can't write the songs I used to Cause I'm lucid In my state of mind I cut some ties I tried to But there's wounds That I can't leave behind I wanna be high Like Cinnamon Mulholland Drive But my enemy's on the inside It's bleeding me, bleeding me dry That's my baggage This shit gets hard to manage I'm carrying a casket There's no other way My heart's so calloused I'm broken, bruised and damaged Gave up on feeling balanced But dammit, that's my baggage My heavy heavy baggage My heavy heavy baggage My heavy heavy I wish it wasn't all true I'm so cynical and miserable, stay away God after all I've been through It's a miracle I can even pray I wanna be high Like Cinnamon Mulholland Drive But I just can't be who I'm not anyway That's my baggage This shit gets hard to manage I'm carrying a casket There's no other way My heart's so calloused I'm broken, bruised and damaged Gave up on feeling balanced But dammit, that's my baggage My heavy heavy baggage My heavy heavy baggage My heavy heavy baggage Can't write the songs I used to That's my baggage This shit gets hard to manage I'm carrying a casket There's no other way My heart's so calloused I'm broken, bruised and damaged Gave up on feeling balanced But dammit, that's my baggage Yeah that's my baggage My heavy heavy baggage