My heart is cold and dead, solidified Hiding away from anything that hurts So alone by choice, playing the victim And I know my voice will keep me alive Push your love away, push your love away When I need it, when I need it Push your love away, push your love away When I feel it, when I feel it Waiting for it to fall through When I feel like I'm the cancer Wishing I was alone and feeling lonely 'Cause sometimes it's hard enough just being alive And sometimes I just need to lay my head down Push your love away, push your love away When I need it, when I need it Push your love away, push your love away When I feel it, when I feel it Why do I run from what I am? Why am I addicted to the pain? So fucking sick of feeling miserable Feeling like I'll never change Push your love away, push your love away When I need it, when I need it Push your love away, push your love away When I feel it, when I feel it Push your love away, push your love away When I need it, when I need it Push your love away, push your love away When I feel it, when I feel it