I can't seem to hold on to reality
'Cause these thoughts keep moving me
I'm stuck in my feelings
Trying to keep my life from falling to this hole
I dug myself beneath the ground
Don't want to push you away
But sometimes it feels like I was made that way
I want to break them off today
'Cause I'm not alright and it's not okay
All theses years these scars remain
I pull them open just to fell the same
It's so hard to resist
And hard to refrain
Throw this smile on and try to maintain
I can't understand why no one
Knows me like you do
And why my life won't seem to move
I can't understand when I try to push
You away when you've done nothing
But love me
Don't want to push you away
But sometimes it feels like
I was made that way
I want to break them off today
'Cause I'm not alright and it's not okay
All theses years these scars remain
I pull them open just to fell the same
It's so hard to resist
And hard to refrain
Throw this smile on and try to maintain
I see you standing on the edge
Of this ledge trying to find me
I hate who I am, cause I almost left you
And fell away
All theses years these scars remain
I pull them open just to fell the same
It's so hard to resist
And hard to refrain
Throw this smile on and try to maintain
