It's just a fantasy I don't really mean the things I'm thinking They just come to me Like a dare that I can't share In case you think that I'm not all there I've got to keep my karma clean 'Cos everything comes back to me It must be insecurity that keeps me weak Or gives me the edge I'm looking for Is it only me? When I'm doing things I keep a tally Safety in numbers and in my routine Like OCD I'm convinced someone's watching me I want to be alone so much And yet I long to stay in touch A melody is stuck in my head And it won't go And now I forget what I came here for If I say it I'm gonna jinx it If I keep it close It'll grow Can you blame me for keeping secrets? Why, oh why, do I just get so overemotional? They should take me away I'm all over-emotional Is it only me? If I think it You never thought it When I hate being who I am Little phrases become symbolic And my normality is such a sham They should take me away I'm all overemotional Is it only me?