I've not been with anybody in months
I'm dating but not dating with intention
I think maybe I'm emotionally numb
I think maybe you messed me up
You're the reason I can't commit
I'm romantically cynical
Paying my therapist
More than my rent
Don't wanna feel anything
For anyone ever again
Maybe it's overdramatic
But you ruined love for me, do you know that?
You ruined love for me
Now I can't find a spark with anybody
You took all of the fire in me
You ruined love for me
'Cause It's not even like I want you back
You're chaotic, if I'm honest think I liked that
Now I'm sabotaging everything I can
I think maybe you drove me mad
You're the reason that I'm a bitch
I'm too overly critical
Paying my pharmacist
More than my rent
Don't wanna feel anything
For anyone ever again
And I know it's overdramatic
But you ruined love for me, do you know that?
You ruined love for me
Now I can't find a spark with anybody
You took all of the fire in me
You ruined love for me
Yeah you ruined love
When it was us my heart was open
And hopelessly I fell for something
Stupid never knew it could end
And I hate that I won't be like that again
You ruined love for me
You ruined love for me (do you know that?)
You ruined love for me (you should know that)
You ruined love for me
Now I can't find a spark with anybody
You took all the fire in me
You ruined love for me
You ruined love for me
You ruined love
Yeah you ruined love
