Told my dad That I'm scared of failing I don't wanna break his heart If I don't make it Cause I could get what I want If only I knew what it was If every dream that I lived was, is just something I did How do I know what happy is? Its like I'm doing what I know like, I know I'm right While I'm waiting for my phone light to show me I'm? Wrong side of 25, fighting for my life Trying to feel alive, right (Three, four) They can say "you've got it" They can say "don't give up" But what if I, what if I, what if I never make it? I can take the bruises Hold the weight of it all But what if I, what if I, what if I never make it? Its stupid, but I'm scared of dying Because I don't wanna get to the end And people think that I stopped trying To get what I want And the reality of me not live up to the thought When every dream that I lived, is just something I did Will I be another 'should've been?' Its like I'm scared of letting go like, I've got to hold tight Onto every little I'm fine, my mind finds Wrong side of 25, fighting for my life Trying to feel alive, right I'm just tryna stay alive They can say "you've got it" They can say "don't give up" But what if I, what if I, what if I never make it? I can take the bruises Hold the weight of it all But what if I, what if I, what if I never make it? What if I, what if I Don't wanna be a dissapointment Let down everyone I love Gotta prove, I can be, somebody, that they're proud of Are you proud of me? You've got it Don't give up What if I, what if I, what if I I can take the bruises Hold the weight of it all I promise I, promise I, wanna make it