Lost in myself I cannot feel 
Control I aim I stumble and fall 
Believing you that's why I loose 
Emotionless I'm falling apart 
Reaching for you but falling through 
Confused I am I'm loosing ground 
Embraced by you in my own mind 
Bolding on to the sweet beliefs 
Calling out my own reality screaming out all my fears 
Overwhelming by all insanity sacrificed a thousand tears 
Calling out in pain my weaknesses fighting to get back whole 
Overwhelmed by madness lost in the darkness of my soul 
Woke up alone but in my heart 
You were there whispering my name 
Want to go back to the same old place 
Where we belonged until death do us part 
I close my eyes and numb my heart 
Wish for sleep but only face my truth 
Embraced by you in my own mind 
Holding on to the sweet beliefs 
Calling out my own reality screaming out all my fears 
Overwhelming by all insanity sacrificed a thousand tears 
Calling out in pain my weaknesses fighting to get back whole 
Overwhelmed by madness lost in the darkness of my soul