All my life been running from my demons
Spent last night in a bottle of my feelings
Fucked my life up, I don't need a reason
Oh-oh-oh, eh
Every time I swear I fall the deepest
Said you loved me but you didn't mean it
Fucked my life up, I don't need a reason
Oh-oh-oh-oh

Fell in love with all my vices
All my demons, get him exorcised, yeah
When the hell did we get so divided?
And nothing's loud enough to break the silence, oh-oh
Pills wrapped up in cellophane, yeah
There's poison inside my lemonade, yeah
You used to be my everything
No, I don't wanna feel again

'Cause I, I thought your vibe would be different
But you lied, can't act like I'm fine

All my life been running from my demons
Spent last night in a bottle of my feelings
Fucked my life up, I don't need a reason
Oh-oh-oh, eh
Every time I swear I fall the deepest
Said you loved me but you didn't mean it
Fucked my life up, I don't need a reason
Oh-oh-oh-oh

Why does everything that's bad for me always feel good?
Why do I told myself that I don't love her when I still could?
So would I roll up my feelings in a backwood
Getting high, wasting time, tryna move backwards, yeah
And I know, I know, I know
When you show up at my door
I'ma you in for sure
Can't let you go

'Cause I, I thought your vibe would be different
But you lied, can't act like I'm fine

All my life been running from my demons
Spent last night in a bottle of my feelings
Fucked my life up, I don't need a reason
Oh-oh-oh, eh
Every time I swear I fall the deepest
Said you loved me but you didn't mean it
Fucked my life up, I don't need a reason
Oh-oh-oh-oh