Feels like love but I know it isn't I'm so damn numb who am I kidding Feels like love but I know it isn't I'm so damn numb who am I kidding I hate life I wish that I didn't I'm poppin percs just to fix it But I know that I'll never fit in An outlier to the human race I'm a lost soul and I'm drifting I wish that I could just be erased I hate the me that I have become I'm just a fiend and I need more drugs Off a thirty I'm so fucked up I'm running out I best hit the plug I took a journey with no way back, ay I got money I'm chasing so I'ma make that, ay She just pass me a swisher so I'ma face that, ay If you ain't talkin benjis then just get outta my face Please let me lie here I wanna die here I'm so sick of this life I wanna give into my fears Please let me lie here I wanna die here I'm so sick of this life I wanna give into my fears Feels like love but I know it isn't I'm so damn numb who am I kidding I hate life I wish that I didn't I'm poppin percs just to fix it But I know that I'll never fit in An outlier to the human race I'm a lost soul and I'm drifting I wish that I could just be erased Pain in my head guess I'm broken I'm already dead they don't notice