Got too many drugs in my bag I popped 3 xans but I Got too many drugs in my bag I popped 3 xans but I still feel sad Life just sucks I feel like I'm dead I wanna put 10 rounds in my head Oh my God I been off a lot No one really needs me No reason to stop I wish I could live a life like you but My whole life I've felt so useless You just left me here on my own And now I'm faded I been tryna live this life all alone But I can't take it I feel like this life ain't worth it I feel like I have no purpose I feel so alone in my bedroom D-don't pick up the phone I'll be dead soon I don't know why I'm alive I don't know why I still try You don't really love me or need me Everything you said was deceiving You don't really love me or need me Why am I even breathing Oh my God I been off a lot No one really needs me No reason to stop I wish I could live a life like you but My whole life I've felt so useless Oh my God I been off a lot No one really needs me No reason to stop I wish I could live a life like you but My whole life I've felt so useless I feel so alone in my bedroom Don't pick up the phone I'll be dead soon I don't know why I'm alive I don't know why I still try