I was in tha club and I was off too many drugs Mixing xannies with tha alcohol n shrooms N pecorcets Then some shawty said she love me while she's clearly out her head You don't, girl you do not know me you're blacked out as fucked I said I love drugs But you know that I'm so fucked up in my head I can't go back My whole life's a fucking mess Now I'm so sad Now I'm so sad What the fuck What the fuck Why'm I even trying I was faded at the party Don't know what you sayin All I knows I want you on me I'm so sick of waiting Pop another bottle Drowning in my drink I keep on sippin till I can't fucking think Oh well Thas just how it goes This world's hell I would fucking know All by myself It's a lonely road Ugh I feel like a ghost Ya My existence been spent faded I'm still dreaming I can't take this I can can feel my flesh decaying Oh my God I fucking hate it Ugh I'm sick and tired Ugh I'm sick and tired