I'm lost in my shadow
I'm losing this battle
My brain just keeps rattling
In my head, it screams at me
"You're better Dead"
Fuck this life, I hate it
Always so sedated
Godamn I can't fucking take this
Hope you find a good replacement
Cuz I'm gone
I'm so lost
And I know that you want to help
But I'm going straight down to hell
Might as well just end myself
My life is worthless, I can tell, ugh
I can tell, yeah
Might just end myself, yeah, ugh
Delete my...
Delete...
Ugh, delete myself
I'm better dead
Ain't nothing helps
Except my meds
Except my percies, love my 30's
I know they wouldn't hurt me, ah
Feel the pain deep within lurking
For a purpose, I'm still searching
I'm so lost
Fuck it all, bitch oh my god
Why am I still trying?
All this pain reminds me
We all fall
I keep wishing you will call
But you don't, no not at all
