I'm lost I wish that you coulda found me I'm stuck And only darkness surrounds me Is this real Real I been off too many pills So is this real Why am I even alive I pop pills just to get by But those same pills gun end my life I just wanna make it Ain't it funny Everybody knows ain't shit mean nothing I ain't nothing It's true Without a substance in me boo I know that you fucking hate it When I'm so damn sedated I don't think I can take this Everyday I'm fucking failing I don't know if I can take this Everyday I'm fucking failing I feel broken without you I feel hopeless I doubt you give a fuck I feel lost and outta luck Then again I was never lucky was I been? Just make it end Oh fuck I think I took too much I'm passed out on the ground And no one's trying to help me up I get lost in all my problems Maybe you can help me solve them I don't really know Take my hand and please don't let it go Is this real Real I been off too many pills So is this real Real Cuz I can't even really tell Oh Cuz I can't even really tell Oh Lil shawty see you down in hell O-o-oh Lil shawty see you down in hell