I still get that fantasy that tears me apart I sure was a fighter when I played the guitar These fingers got stiff, I took another sip And let you go All the years fade from my mind All the years fade from my mind All the years fade from my mind I still get that feeling that there's poison in my heart Jesus was a family friend, but he never sent me cards Well, a little alcohol for the OCD In another life, I was almost me On the coast, near the angels Where the light can't see me I tried to let you go But I know they still make fun of me all the time Can all the years fade from my mind? All the years fade from my mind All the years fade from my mind All the years fade from my mind It's just a fantasy It's just a fantasy It's just a fantasy A stupid fantasy