Had a breakdown on my birthday
Another year closer to thirty
Growing up's been getting dirty
It's all bullshit anyways
Wanna call you when I'm drinking
There's no stopping when I'm sinking
And the clock won't stop skipping
I'm running out of time
Trying to find the lesson in the way that you left me
The older I get the worse I am at staying angry
You hurt me
And I'm still broken
But I still feel you
When I'm smoking
Yeah I sunk to the darkest of the deep end
But if I'm honest I'd do it all over again
I used to write stories about you
The only one I ever sang to
Got a chokehold on my youth
It's all bullshit anyway
And I bragged to all my friends
You're everything I ever dreamt
Then I found you in his bed
Now I know how good things end
You hurt me
And I'm still broken
But I still feel you
When I'm smoking
Yeah I sunk to the darkest of the deep end
But if I'm honest I'd do it all over again
And this song is getting sticky
I forget you and it hurts me
You're my soft spot and I'm guilty
I just miss when you miss me
But you hurt me
And I'm still broken
But I still feel you
When I'm smoking
Yeah I sunk to the darkest of the deep end
But if I'm honest I'd do it all over again
You hurt me
And I'm still broken
But I still feel you
When I'm smoking
Yeah I sunk to the darkest of the deep end
But if I'm honest I'd do it all over again
(Do it all over again)
(Do it all over again)
(I love you)
