well there's a room locked up in silence where my soul it likes to hide save deep in myself away from everyone else how can I carry this sadness how can I bear the pain how come all the worlds changing while I remain the same knee-deep in pain I've changed so often so many persons in me sometimes I don't recognize myself in pictures who is that stranger looking at me how come these changes have ended they seem to have come to a close how come there's nothing mended now I'm on the end of the line descend to myself caught in a small world of lost memories the shadows of lost feelings this finally seems to be me locked up in gray solitude only remnants remain in this ocean of pain in this ocean of pain