I did dreadful things I didn't see the others I used to kill, accostumed to shot and murder. Reloaded shells, tend to the barrel Penetration wounds, should be just small. Seeking for retreat Confessing behind the cross Seeking for retreat Washing from wars. Crimson painting flashes through the eye Desperate feeling makes me cry Wet epitaph overturns into a lie I wish I could be, crucified. I got the order, I did the will I used to smash, I used to be a mill. Bullet takes aim, to flesh and brain Skelet changes the shape and bursts in a flame. Seeking for retreat, glide the paradise Seeking for retreat, as a disguised. Crimson painting flashes through the eye Desperate feeling, makes me cry Wet epitaph overturns into a lie I wish I could be, crucified. The oldest friend, my only one, stands close to me. In his loyality stays by my side And buoys me up on my doomsday. The oldest friend, my only one, stands close to me. In his loyality stays by my side And buoys me up on my doomsday. Seeking for retreat, Seeking for haven of rest Seeking for retreat, Seeking for countenance.