remember the time you said son it'll be alright 
remember the time you said son it will be just fine 
well I'm waiting for the day that my mind says it's had enough 
and I pray that day comes soon so I can finally feel loved 

I just wanna feel loved 2x 

remember the time I said god I'm ready to die 
remember the time I said god just take my life 
remember the time that I cried every single night 
and every thing about myself was out of spice 

sick joke sick joke that's all I'll ever be to anyone 
sick joke sick joke that's all you'll ever be to anyone 
I'm nothing but sick and disgusting 2x

god I don't know if I'll ever be ready to die 
god I'm too much of a coward to give you my life 
and I know that I'm still gonna cry every single night
but if you want me I'm gonna stay here and fight till you say son your heart is mine 

dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting
daddy I don't wanna be sick and disgusting 
dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting 
dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting