Remember the time you said son it'll be alright Remember the time you said son it will be just fine Well I'm waiting for the day that my mind says it's had enough And I pray that day comes soon so I can finally feel loved I just wanna feel loved I just wanna feel loved Remember the time I said god I'm ready to die Remember the time I said god just take my life Remember the time that I cried every single night And every thing about myself was out of spice Sick joke, sick joke, that's all I'll ever be to anyone Sick joke, sick joke, that's all you'll ever be to anyone I'm nothing but sick and disgusting I'm nothing but sick and disgusting God I don't know if I'll ever be ready to die God I'm too much of a coward to give you my life And I know that I'm still gonna cry every single night But if you want me I'm gonna stay here and fight till you say son your heart is mine Dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting Daddy I don't wanna be sick and disgusting Dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting Dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting