I have set aside everything I love I have saved everything else for you I cannot decide what this doubt's made of Though I thought over it through and through In a book in a box high upon a shelf In a locked and guarded vault Are the things I keep only for myself It's your fate but it's not your fault And for every useless reason I know There's a reason not to care If I hide myself wherever I go Am I ever really there? There is nowhere else I would rather be, but I can't just be right here An enigma wrapped in a mystery, or a fool consumed by fear And for every useless reason I know There's a reason not to care If I hide myself wherever I go Am I ever really there? I will give you all I could ever give Though it's less than you will need Could you just forget, if you can't forgive All the things I cannot concede And for every useless reason I know There's a reason not to care If I hide myself wherever I go Am I ever really there?