I should've been there when he called 20 times I recall, but it's been five years I was living fast Squeezing to the last drop of dopamine But it's not what it seems 'Cause I know that we all come down again And I need you, but I can't pretend That I love you when I'm running Oh I know how it all turns out And I'm honest, but then I'm lying Oh I can't put my trust in my Wicked heart I've said too many times I apologize I know I'm to blame For too many crashes love burns to ash When I stoke every flame It's not what it seems 'Cause I know that it all comes down again (Lower than the last time) 'Cause I'm happy but it always ends I can't love you when I'm running Oh I know how it all turns out And I'm honest, but then I'm lying Oh I can't put my trust in my Wicked heart Many times I've said "I'm sorry" but I just can't explain How do you keep yourself from doing it again? My heart gets me in trouble is there a different way God please save me from this wicked heart I can't love you when I'm running Oh I know how it all turns out And I'm honest, but then I'm lying Oh I can't put my trust in my Wicked heart I can't love you when I'm running Oh I know how it all turns out And I'm honest, but then I'm lying Oh I can't put my trust in my Wicked heart My wicked heart Oh my wicked heart Tears us apart Oh my wicked heart