I'm so happy and so sad I don't know what's happening to me I feel good and so bad Simultaneously Oh, the pain When your heart you try to tame And the joy When the life you lose, you'll gain Every day with these longings Trying different strategies I tell my soul to seek only you It's the only real remedy For the pain When my heart I try to tame And the joy When the love I lose, I'll gain Oh, the pain When your heart you try to tame And the joy When the life you lose, you'll gain Finally, I'm starting to find love Finally, I'm starting to weep Maybe soon enough, we can laugh about it Maybe soon, we'd be so relieved Oh, the pain Oh, the pain When your heart you try to tame Finally, I'm starting to weep And the joy And the joy When the life you lose, you'll gain Finally, I'm starting to find love Oh, the pain Oh, the pain When your heart you try to tame Finally, I'm starting to weep And the joy And the joy When the life you lose, you'll gain