Ghost all of my friends for days
I love them to death, but the time gets away
3 to 7 business days
'Til you hear back from me
It's just the way that I'm made
Isolation
Social alien
Lock myself inside my room with my hyperfixations
Leave me alone
I don't ever leave my room
I don't fuck with anyone
I'm so sick of being used
I'm so fucking awkward
I tried and tried and tried
But I don't care anymore
I can't talk to people that I can't figure out and I don't care anymore
I don't trust a soul in this shit
They all want something else out of me
Use my trauma for your clout
'Cause I say what you're all afraid to say
I can't read between the lines like them
I never learned the rules to the game
I'm so fucking paranoid
I just wish everyone away
Leave me alone
I don't ever leave my room
I don't fuck with anyone
I'm so sick of being used
Pull the wool over my eyes
I've been burned one thousand times
It's easier to stay inside
When you're like me and just need a place to hide
