I spent my life in silence of your crimes Feels like a death sentence looking me right In the eye I've kept all of your secrets Poisoning my mind I need a fuckin' blunt before I say this next line I can still feel your fist tryna Find it's way inside like fucking razorblades And that's why I wanna die I feel sick as I write and I've tried so many times I just can't get the words out You fucked me up for life