I awake to see the face that I've known for too long Cover mirror to mirror I black out the reflections Repulsing at the face that haunts me Lay me down in the grass where no one can see For no one due the pain of looking at me I can feel the earths rotation But my mind is on it's own orbit I aspire to be something from a mythology Maybe if I came out of a page They wouldn't care how I behave I avoid every river and lake I see For if narcissus only saw beauty in thee I commend the adoration For who could blame death of a passion? Lay me down in the grass where no one can see For no one due the pain of looking at me I can feel the earths rotation But my mind is on it's own orbit It's not like I didn't cry out for help No answers I reached out so much I couldn't count All through the lies I saw your eyes and I would never get out You saw the pain and walked away Knowing I'd follow It's not like I didn't cry out for help (If I knew) No answers I reached out so much I couldn't count (I would have carried you) All through the lies I saw your eyes and I would never get out (All through the lies) You saw the pain and walked away knowing I'd follow (It was to shield you) I didn't want to read your mind Just love you until the end of time But grey skies always carried us To the worst place