(It's kinda hard to move on and get away from these thoughts) I keep looking for ways to get by But it's kind of hard to move on and get away from these thoughts And I say I'm okay but I'm lying All the lines that we crossed And the time that we lost Glaciers on me caught up in a snowstorm, I be out on Wall Street making deals with coke boys (ay) And they making no noise, ooh she didn't choose me, guess she made the wrong choice Ooh, I saw you drinking out a tall boy, I made you a seashell necklace by the seashore They say you doin'? I'm still headed to the top, I just took a little detour I keep looking for ways to get by but it's kind of hard to move on And get away from these thoughts (get away, get away, get away, yeah) And I say I'm okay but I'm lying All the lines that we crossed And the time that we lost Back when we would play-- back when we would play the role I don't wanna play the role I was a toy soldier, and you were just a babydoll Time for us to take control Saw you just went on a trip, where was my permission slip? Guess you didn't need a chaperone Grab me by the hand, tell me that you understand and you're never ever letting go I keep looking for ways to get by, but It's kind of hard to move on and get away from these thoughts (get away, get away, get away, yeah) And I say I'm okay but I'm lying Now I'm takin' these drugs, tryna find what we lost (What's up?)