Never wanted to go But it's the road that's calling All the seasons Never meant to hurt your feelings That's the way that it goes And I'll be seeing All the changes Coming to congratulate them Then you say that you're just so happy for me Though it's fake 'Cause I don't even remember feeling that way And I don't even remember whatever you say You depart from me now Keep it away We can't say it wasn't breaking We were waiting for it I'll pick up the pieces And I stand alone now Trying to save it all But what's worth saving has been dead and broken I can't help but feel nothing myself We were building a home Last I heard it was burning down to ashes Swallowed up in all my absence Couldn't see through the smoke And it was suffocating I heard you screaming out for me to hurt your demons You depart from me now Keep it away We can't say what's been breaking We were waiting for it I'll pick up the pieces And I stand alone now Trying to save it all But what's worth saving has been dead and broken I can't help but feel nothing myself [?] all the reasons to leave Heaven or hell I'll be there always I can't help the feelings darling When I get back I'll handle all of this [?] all the reasons you leave Heaven or hell I'll be there always I can't help the demons darling When I get back I'll handle all of this [?] all the reasons to leave Heaven or hell I'll be there always You depart from me now Keep it away We can't say it wasn't breaking We were waiting for it I'll pick up the pieces And I stand alone now Trying to save it all But what's worth saving has been dead and broken I can't help but feel nothing myself