It's February and I just want April To take my hand and pick me up again Yeah, I'm numb but it's really not that bad Live life 'til you get it wrong Take a breath and turn your head Oh my god, I've gotta get out of this trend It's 8 o'clock in the middle of a last chance Can't we just pretend we don't know Anything or anyone or anywhere anyway? It's kinda scary in the dark in the dim light Can't I just pretend I don't mind Everything or everyone or everywhere anyway? I've got a lot of life and you've got nothing, nothing I've got a lot of life and you Don't swallow the sun, the moon isn't bright enough We're all like flashlights, useless till you turn us on Sex and cigarettes are real, the apocalypse is fate Replace the T with a K Religion's a reminder that our past is filled with liars I spell my name with capital letters But I don't talk much 'cause I'm a beginner at this life thing Yeah, I'm young but that don't mean much here If everyone knows that they're gonna grow old Then why do we act like why we don't like the past? If we had the chance we'd do it all over again I've got a lot of life and you've got nothing, nothing I've got a lot of life and you Don't swallow the sun, the moon isn't bright enough We're all like flashlights, useless till you turn us on Sex and cigarettes are real, the apocalypse is fate Replace the T with a K Religion's a reminder that our past is filled with liars I've spent 21 years replacing my old fears for new ones I've asked why, how and where More times than I care to remember I've got 7 days 'til a new week comes And 24 hours to convince myself I'm real 'Cause today I'm not so sure I even exist Sitting by the sinners on a bad day Everybody's kiss is contagious I'm tired of watching wars on my TV screen There's not an easy way to say this Nobody likes a winter sitting on the wind while the trees get thinner Can't you just pretend you're a good kid? Can't I just pretend I really give a shit Even though I don't really know how I want to live? I promise I'll be a better person this time next year This time next year