I could sit here all day Recite the words you used to say I wrote them down on my wrist Hating me would be better than this You would ignore my calls Ignore what I wrote on your wall You probably tore up my list You probably forgot that I exist Tell me truth, what would you do? If I told you "I'm coming to find you" He loves me, he loves me not He left me here, I'm starting to rot The way he talks gives me butterflies Even if it's only pointless lies But I don't give a damn I only want to hold, hold his hand I want nothing more Than to hear you knocking at my door You moved away when I moved closer You hated me, you called me a monster But I won't apologize I miss the scared look in your eyes When I said, I'll always follow Where you are is where I will go Tell me truth, what would you do? If I told you "I'm coming to find you" He loves me, he loves me not He left me here, I'm starting to rot The way he talks gives me butterflies Even if it's only pointless lies He loves me, he loves me not I pick the petals and I watch them drop And he's with me inside my head And when I'm done, the flower's dead But I don't give a damn I only want to hold, hold his hand Tell me truth, what would you do? If I told you "I'm coming to find you" You'll run away and catch up slowly You're my religion, I swear you are holy He loves me, he loves me not He left me here, I'm starting to rot The way he talks gives me butterflies Even if it's only bullshit lies He loves me, he loves me not I pick the petals and I watch them drop And he's with me inside my head And when I'm done, the flower's dead But I, I don't give a damn I only want to hold, hold his hand I, I don't give a damn I only want to hold, hold his hand