Look
How I feel, on a night when I'm this high
A better life, for my son can I provide
A better life, is what we promised
When we die, if it's lies
Shit I was honest I was criticized, crucified
Who doesn't contemplate suicide
Who am I?
Shit I got it made looking through your eyes
Looking through your eyes, I got it made
How I feel on a night when I'm this high
I'm a train wreck
A superman that doesn't fly
Affection from women my kryptonite
Like something inside my mind was crippled when I was 5
And I made it my only purpose to get a deal and be signed
Train wreck, to get a deal and be signed
Selling millions of records, a tall building to climb
I went over the world, one fan at a time
But once I got that under my belt, there was an emptiness
Still inside my stomach I felt
A void I couldn't fill with all these plaques on the shelf
Been on so many flights, still I'm looking for steps
A wise man said you can study to death
But don't know shit without the knowledge of self
Strangers know me better than I know myself
Tryna save the world, maybe I should help my self
You can't buy loyalty no matter the wealth
Yeah, no matter the wealth
Before you're crossing me look right, look left
I said before you cross me look right, look left
Because I'm a train wreck
Tryna help everyone else I hurt myself the most
I hurt myself the most
My heart cries tears of gold
This is the ballad of a hero, the path that I chose
I'm cautious when I get close
The outcome of making everybody's problem your own
Are they your friends or are they stunting your growth
I spread myself thin making all of this toast
The Internet is not your friend
That silhouette is not your friend
Excessive praise is not your friend
Them bitches fucking on your nigga is not your friend, behind your back
Don't give me green circles 'cause we not close friends
Sometimes I feel like I ain't got no friends
All these rappers dying, my fears is not gon' end
I'm tryna elevate
Tryna stack commas but all commas do is separate
And I speculate never went to Oxford, but all I do is educate
I'm not above myself
Strangers know me better than I know myself
Before you cross me look right, look left
I said before you cross me look right, look left
'Cause I'm a train wreck
Train wreck
'Cause I'm a train wreck
Train wreck
