Sleeping with the lights turned on Beaten down enough to know Everything I did was wrong Oh, so forget it Alone, it's what your body feels when you're not home Night after night I lay awake Nothing from above Nothing but my fear below Never coming home I'm never coming home I've given all I have left I'm breathing my last breath You don't get anywhere sitting around watching the world turn You don't get anywhere pretending everything's okay React, take blame Pulled deeper by the hands of fate Fading away, I am disease React, take blame Pulled deeper by the hands of fate Fading away, I am disease Nothing from above Nothing but my fear below Never coming home I'm never coming home I've given all I have left I'm breathing my last breath