Gettin so weak And i wish u understood How u make me feel 'cause right now i don't feel real And you don't even listen To the words that i speak And the thoughts that i'm havin r gettin me really freaked And the tears in my eyes Fall like rain from the sky Like the planets unligned And your questioning why I don't get the point It just makes no sense I thought it was the beginning Have I reached the end I'm hiding from my friends How could they understand me When they do not know me They can't show me How to live my life What is wrong from right But then again Who am i Look back the days When i tried so hard Just to fit in The way i am feeling Where do i begin