I wake up in a fantasy land Where everything is great but it's all in my head I take pills just so I can be skinny 'Cause someone once told me that I wasn't that pretty So I get high all by myself And I never felt so ugly in my life I feel dizzy, now the room's spinning And I don't think I'm getting any closer to winning, and I Wanna close my eyes, wake up as someone else Everywhere is lonely when you hate yourself And I don't wanna know me anymore So take a look at what you made me All you people did was change me You all say you tried to save me All you did was make me hate me This time I won't let you faze me You told me I'd always need your help I believed in you more than I did in myself I sat back and did what you told me Now I look at myself and I don't even know me In your eyes, I was never enough Now I turn to strangers when I'm lookin' for love And now I'm thinkin' maybe that I'm better off lonely 'Cause people always leave me so much worse than they found me But I've become so many different people now Hopin' one of them would finally make you proud And I don't wanna know you anymore So take a look at what you made me All you people did was change me You all say you tried to save me All you did was make me hate me This time I won't let you faze me I don't wanna waste anymore time Feeling like my life isn't mine I'm so sick of these lies And no, I'm not fine So take a look at what you made me All you people did was change me You all say you tried to save me All you did was make me hate me This time I won't let you faze me This time I won't let you faze me This time I won't let you faze me