Yeah, I heard through the grapevine You were lying in the bed of a truck, and it ain't mine Word gets around like that When you live in a town this size Can't believe that I believed your lies Running 'round with some other guy Parked out in between those pines I've been thinking what you'd do if you were in my shoes I know that I should forgive, but I can't right now I don't think you understand right now I'm a step from going over the edge right now If God was here I'd tell him put his hand back down I'm a man I can get it on my own At least that's what I was told But I don't think it's working too well Here I am beating God's door needing help like hell That's what I'm going through, every night all because of you Every morning waking up on the ground I know I should forgive, but I can't right now No, I can't right now No, I can't, no, I can't, no, I can't right now No, I can't right now Pictures in my head won't let me forget what you did that night Girl, you done went your own way I think it's time that I go mine I know that I should forgive, but I can't right now I don't think you understand right now I'm a step from going over the edge right now If God was here I'd tell him put his hand back down I'm a man I can get it on my own At least that's what I was told But I don't think it's working too well Here I am beating God's door needing help like hell That's what I'm going through, every night all because of you Every morning waking up on the ground I know I should forgive, but I can't right now No, I can't right now No, I can't, no, I can't, no, I can't right now No, I can't right now I know that I should forgive, but I can't right now I don't think you understand right now I'm a step from going over the edge right now If God was here I'd tell him put his hand back down I'm a man I can get it on my own At least that's what I was told But I don't think it's working too well Here I am beating God's door needing help like hell That's what I'm going through, every night all because of you Every morning waking up on the ground I know I should forgive, but I can't right now No, I can't right now No, I can't, no, I can't, no, I can't right now No, I can't right now