Speak And The Devil Appears 

and everything goes through me on a Tuesday night feeling wrong yet right 
I won't admit I'm wrong dramatize and move along 
and everything you say I push down inside a hole where it can hide 
resurfaces today its leaking out me through the sides 
of the story that I've been victimized I have to realize 
and face up to my faults the irony it makes me strong 
convienient thinking used to mean everything i think i can't be wrong 
the lies i feed myself a selfish figure shows itself 
so will you go on when you can't see the darkest part inside of me a darker future lurks unseen 
will you forgive me? forgive myself how the end will turn out we don't know 
this hibernation heals the soul 
so please let me go you're on your own 
seems we can't face one last embrace 
and i will return one lesson learned 
please say goodbye inside i die 
as i hid behind me fears
i've lost what i hold dear and the truth is what i fear 
and i speak and the devil appears