This is a severance package for someone who's only job is to exist Soft in my soul Restin' in the seas Drownin' in the waters of invested and beliefs Questions never answered in a never ending speech Of bewilderment and pills that sent me headed to my sheets I wanna sleep away the days that passed like blades of grass in fall Follow old news like Goku but chase them dragonballs While school got me used to the taste of Adderall I was singing songs, well I wouldn't say it's that involved I'll just make it past the climax and cry back to May Might pass the days where my flight pass decays And hide passed the phrases and my tattered brain I need to get the bigger picture like IMAX displays And 3-D, you don't really need me You just need my CD's, and need peace to keep peace And that's a fucking fact no matter how much I contort it I sorta follow sorta forces out into my orbit While the skies are turning pink approachin' sunset My unrest is fear And though the path is home to packs of vultures One step can steer This ultimatum that I'm facin' when I'm undressed in mirrors Of "Do I wanna leave?" or "Do I stay here?" Do I stay here?