(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) Honesty Honestly I haven't been outside in 'bout three weeks Ain't been drinkin' water since the heat peaked I think I need a release Learnin' quickly that it's difficult to speak peace When the only things that you can see are such bleak pieces In between these days and nights passin' The feelin' of impending doom is breaking my passion Used to have drive like an '85 Aston Now I only find peace in decay and high fashion Wait, maybe that's why I stay inside rappin' Instead of facin' shit I just evade it till it's done Hope eventually I'll make it where he's from And have a little bit of happiness to lay beside laughin' But fuck, it ain't healthy when escape is a person It ain't healthy to be livin' like this It ain't healthy to debate if it's worse when you're alive versus when you didn't quite live And that's the question lately, in this realm of chaos Will the selfless pain help to pay off the debts that I've accrued? I'm steppin' to the tune of the moon Trying not to let my feet miss a beat till it's through And it's difficult, glidin' through a pivotal moment With the feeling that no matter what you do you can't control it So I'm in and out of consciousness Drippin' out with common sense I'll drive myself crazy until they listin' my accomplishments And honestly this shit is a mess Every breath is like a hit in the chest I name my music after qualities I wish I possessed And I just wish that I could give it a rest (Yeah)