Catatonic, stone solid in a cryonic charm I can't let 'em know I'm trippin' like a silent alarm Either trust 'em bout as far as I could throw 'em with a bionic arm Or end up settin' way too high of a bar Sworn to secrecy, elucidated sister of the frequency Golden teacher tea, weeping underneath the lights at Menards It's where my people be, choked up like it's equal parts Vitamin E and THC inside of the cart Pig motherfuckers die on the farm Aimless, couldn't hit the broad side of a barn Myopic, loss hittin' like an ionic charge Chacruna pluckin' in the sun at first light of the dawn Daybreak ayahuasca, dialtone trauma Told my shrink that I think I'm inside of a diorama Interloping, no sign of the exhibit closing Still repeatin' my old mantra, sayin' Always alright Always alright Always alright Always Always alright Always alright Always alright Always, always I'm just compensating Comping every vocal, it's a compilation Scroll and press I read it and accept it like it's not surveillance So really, wh-what the fuck and how the fuck You expect me to respect the way you egg me on? It begs some harder questions Like check, check, mic check, check, is this thing still on? Are my distasteful bars still a disgrace to God? My mantra: shit's alright as long as I don't face it I twist these knobs and faders I'm still a child inside, been hiding from my learned fears Product of the silence from my father in my early years I'm buggin' now that thirty's near Gone somewhere to numb the pain it hurts to heal I can't feel the love, I can't be sure it's real My hero, here I am again Zero-sum game, I subtracted from what? Meander through the madness with a palette and brush Painting all the colors that I never saw enough Always alright Always alright Always alright Always Always alright Always alright Always alright Always, always