You said you wanted to be loved I think you wanted to be saved But tell me how am I supposed to save a girl like you When I don't even know how to save myself Wish I could just forget The double lives the awkwardness A union scarred by bitterness A house was built on top of our regrets There we were in California Two tarnished golden hearts Were we ever really together Or just afraid of being apart Wish I could drive all night Wake up in the harsh day light In a different town start a brand new life And never have to see your face again I wonder if this spell we're under Will ever be broken I wonder if this spell we're under Is ever Ever going to end I guess there's never any closure Since the last look in her eyes You said you hope that I'm happy now But we both know Like everything that's one big fucking lie I wish I could turn around Erase our lives take back those vows I guess it's not that easy now I'll tear that fucking chapel to the ground I wonder if this spell we're under Will ever be broken I wonder if this spell we're under Is ever going to end Today I woke up And these leaves that are weathered Faded and fell to the ground Like our tired hearts I wonder if this spell we're under Will ever be broken I wonder if this spell we're under Will ever I wonder if this spell we're under Will ever be broken I wonder if this spell we're under Is ever going to end I wonder if this spell we're under Will ever be broken I wonder if this spell we're under Is ever Ever going to end