Laying in your cars when the lights go [?] Dancing in the dark with you on my shoulder And I don't even know what you came here for All I know is I just want you closer Yeah but it's all in my head Yeah I made a mess again Yeah I'm just the last one going Out the door without you I take cold showers to remember I'm not with you I leave with someone else to act like I don't miss you I can't pretend I won't give in I hate myself for giving you The things I give you When I know that it's over I'm starting to hate how this all played out 'Cause you don't understand that I am trying And maybe I'm a mess but God knows how And I'd do anything to justify it Yeah but it's all my head Yeah I made a mess again Yeah I'll be the last one seeing you For what I should be I take cold showers to remember I'm not with you I leave with someone else to act like I don't miss you I can't pretend I won't give in I hate myself for giving you The things I give you When I know that it's over I take cold showers to remember I'm not with you I leave with someone else Because I know I miss you I can't pretend I don't give in I take cold showers 'Cause I'm not with you