I'm not an addict, I just sometimes fucking hate myself I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore I'm not a victim, I'm not lonely, and I'm doing well for myself I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore I drive a sports car, got a couple houses, fly first class I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore So why when I wake up and see my reflection, does it make me sick? One, two, three, four I don't care anymore, I've got a sickness in my soul I'm on my shit again I find it kinda funny being out of control Feed me Lorazepam My wife, she loves me, I've got friends who'd jump in front of a train I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore But every waking minute I'm tormented by my fucked up brain I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore Folks pay to meet me, take a photo, tell me I should smile I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore But all I wanna do is take a match and set this whole place on fire I don't care anymore, I've got a sickness in my soul I'm on my shit again I find it kinda funny being out of control Feed me Lorazepam My parents sometimes try to reach me, but I never respond I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore Not really sure why I'm still pissed off, but it's part of my brand now I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore I've got no reason to, so tell me, why I feel like shit? I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore Lucky for me, I'm pretty good at acting like I've got a hold on this One, two, three, four I don't care anymore, I've got a sickness in my soul I'm on my shit again I find it kinda funny being out of control Feed me Lorazepam I'm not an addict, I just sometimes fucking hate myself Every waking minute I'm tormented by my fucked up brain I've got no reason to, so tell me, why I feel like shit? All due offense, I don't feel bad if I push you away